All of us are healed! All of us are clean to the very marrow of our bones and healed are our souls from woundings deep and grievous. What joy— what clamor does this joy make!
But wait . . . have I forgotten something? In the shouting and the jubilee I nearly shamefully forgot. Oh, heart of mine, a heart so prone to wander and forget, what shall I do with you? I know what I shall do right now. I shall return, fall down at his lovely feet and cover them with tears of thankfulness. Let others have their grand parade, I must first run back to Jesus, dearest name above all names, and throw my arms around him . . . this time I shall not forget.
Artwork: Ten Lepers © James Christensen
http://www.greenwichworkshop.com/christensen/
About Me

- Penn Hayden
- God-lover, singer, poet, writer, mother, friend. Author of Song of Unborn Child.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Friday, September 17, 2010
Bursting at the Seams

Do not fear the night - in darkest night His glory shines the best and brightest. Do not tremble when the darkness howls - the sound of glory shall be heard above it. All creation groans for His return and the sky is bursting! at the seams to show it.
Photograph: In the Shadows of the Stars © Greg Martin
Out There

He who calms the storms and brings peace upon the waters is the one who called you to it. He is the one who keeps the boat afloat after all. Do not look back to that steady pier . . . you may lose heart. Do not look back and wish to tether there again . . . that’s not the right direction.
Look out across the waters wild - and row. Your future is out there.
Artwork: by Peter Bay Alexandersen
Friday, September 10, 2010
The Wind it Brings!

I love the autumn and the wind it brings! And if any walk through autumn and still deny that God exists - then they are blind. For God Himself is on the wind and thunders in the storms that autumn brings.
So blow hard against me wind, even if you carry rain, even if you bring the gray . . . I think God loves the autumn, too.
Photograph: Wind in Arms, unknown
Wednesday, September 08, 2010
My Fingers Long to Play

I’ll worship Him who is the most beloved of them all. For even now my fingers long to play the notes; but it is too cold yet. There is still a stiffness in my bones that keeps me from my playing. Healing comes with spring. Healing comes upon the melting snow. And then I’ll raise a song like none has ever heard and the afflicted shall rejoice to hear it!
Artwork: Girl With a Mandolin by Jules Joseph Lefebvre
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Let the Toads Parade

But I have been told, you know, that this is not the case. I have been told by toads that they are really princes underneath. But no—a toad by any other name shall always be a toad, just as a snake shall always be a snake.
Father's very good and it was never His intention for his dear girls to have to kiss a line of toads to find their princes. He has a better way than this. Far better, I have heard. So I shall wait . . . and I shall let the toads parade on past.
Artwork: The Fairytale Prince © Magda Francot
http://www.magda-francot-art.com/
Monday, August 23, 2010
I Still Believe

They still slay the dragons that they meet. They still treat their maid Marion as the treasure that she is. Their faithfulness runs deep and their heart, once given, is never taken back.
Players, rakes and gigolos are a dime a dozen—knights are rare. They must be sought amongst the weeds that grow prolific . . . but I still believe in knights.
Artwork: by Sir Frank Dicksee
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Pages of Them

“All of them?”
“Yes, pages of them. Books could be filled there are so many.”
“And truly they are remembered?”
“Of course! Every one of them.”
“I am surprised they are of importance.”
“Oh, of great importance. They are a treasure to Him.”
“Even the small ones?”
“Even the tiniest passing word.”
“Does it matter if they are only thought on, or must they be spoken aloud?”
“Whether thinking or speaking aloud, all the words and thoughts toward Him by those who love Him are equally remembered and written down.”
“That is a marvel.”
“Yes, isn’t it? I must agree . . . it is a marvel.”
Artwork: Homage to the White Rose © Maureen Thompson
http://www.maureenthompson.com/
Saturday, August 14, 2010
In the Brilliance of the Flames

The flames burned bright until finally there was nothing left but ash – and the wreckage of that which once promised to be sweet.
We rarely think ahead of our own actions to what will come of all of it. God sees the end from the beginning, but us? We see very little. Perhaps in the brilliance of the flames we will finally see more clearly.
Artwork: Chesmenskiy Battle 1848 by Ivan Aivazovsky
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
A Needed Golden Joy

It took some time to find it, this pool of sweet elixir. But finally there you are and there you should remain until all within you feels clean . . . and glows . . . and bursts! with joy.
The pool flows from Holy Spirit. He who sins can never wash his heart clean from the memory of his doings . . . unless . . . unless he seeks this cleansing place himself.
But you, friend, have finally found it! . . . and it is good.
Artwork: Ashling © Donato Giancola
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Strangers

Sometimes we need those of greater strength to run to our aid, to lift us up, to bring us across the way . . .
I am so glad that they are there when that "sometimes" happens. And sometimes they are strangers filled with such a love that it pours out over us like a river overflowing. They lead us down a path that we could not have gone, alone.
I think Papa God brings such a ones to us when we most need it . . . He is a good Papa.
Artwork: Achilles and the Body of Patroclus © David Ligare
Sunday, July 04, 2010
These Stone Walls

Show me what to do . . . "revelation," is the whisper that comes out my mouth, "give me revelation!" Is there a future that's awaiting? Do I stay here or do I need to move? That uncertain road is not a road I wish to take again. The fog of future is not a fog I wish to stumble through. Until I get the revelation that I need, I shall stay here, looking out. And while here, make a bulwark of my faith till it's as strong as these stone walls. I'll not step one foot out until you lead me and I know it's you.
Photograph: Cave, unknown
Friday, July 02, 2010
Light Has Come

And now His light has come. Look up. Stare it straight in the eyes and do not waiver. It will be painful for a time - oh, yes it will - more painful than you, perhaps, have ever known. But that is how chains are broken. And then you shall rise a different creature with a light within where once was none . . . It's time to walk out of that prison.
Artwork: Freedom by Walter Crane
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Not Mine to Fight

I love you, God most high! I worship you alone and I shan't fear what man can do. Set me a table before my enemies and lead me out. Lead me to that higher ground. Let truth be on my lips though lies abound around me. All my battles I have not won and I've been broken - but here's a battle that's not mine to fight. So now I kneel in full surrender. Do what you will, only let truth prevail.
Artwork: The Vigil by John Pettie
Monday, June 28, 2010
One Voice Missed

"No, no, her heart is the one thing that she does need."
"Then what can be done?"
"It's being done already."
"It is? I see nothing happening, nothing stirring. Does her heart still beat?"
"It does; but she does not know it."
"So what is it that you say is being done?"
"Something that the eye cannot see . . ."
"Himself! That is what you mean - It's Him that does the work!"
"Yes, He himself is working on her at this very moment."
"I cannot wait to see her rise; I've missed her song."
"So have we all. The cloud of witnesses has been waiting to hear that voice again."
"Is one voice missed so much?"
"Very much."
Artwork: The Anatomist by Gabriel Cornelius Von Max
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Pieces of the Dreams

But I can do it . . . I think I can.
Yet first I must find all the pieces. It will take time; they flew in all directions when the shattering took place. There's another . . . and another . . . pretty little pieces. One day I shall find them all and I shall hold a dream again.
Artwork: La Primavera by Walter Crane
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Songbird

You were meant to be a songbird, dear one! But until you find your song again that faithful comforter shall sing. He shall sing into your heart the healing words you need to hear. He will not leave you - not even for a moment.
In sleep or tears or rest, he shall stay happily near and sing . . . for so he loves to warble over wounded hearts.
Artwork: Love's Messenger by Marie Spartali Stillman
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Where Hope Awaits

So that is where I'll steer my course - out there beyond where hope awaits. But this time I'll not be at the helm. I tried to steer my life but I got lost and went off course. So now I give the helm to God.
He shall steer me to the hope that lies beyond.
Artwork: The Bow Image © Magda Francot
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
A Battle in My Head

I lost myself in him whom I had trusted and now a battle rages in my head, a noisy clash of jealousy, love and pain that fight against each other. Betrayal is a cruel thing.
But, shhhh. Quiet now. Focus on the One who loves me dearly. I must remind myself of this and daily keep reminding: one day healing shall come . . . healing shall come . . . healing shall come . . .
Artwork: The Ecstatic Virgin Anna Katharina Emmerich by Gabriel Cornelius von Max
Monday, June 07, 2010
In the Wood

"I am here. . ."
What was that? Are we not alone when we are in the wood? For in my shattered state it feels so and I find myself questioning the truths I once held strong. What dear truth it most certainly would be if He is near the brokenhearted . . . even in the wood.
Artwork: East of the Sun © Kay Nielson
http://nielsen.artpassions.net/
Monday, March 22, 2010
Carry Me

He has sent these dear ones to my aid. Yet in my stumbling I do not feel worthy of it. Love, how patient you are, how un-accusing is your gaze upon me. And Faith. . . Faith, how persevering is your hand on me, how steady do you hold me up.
I don't know how people in the world get along without you two . . . I, for one, could not. Thank you, Papa God, for sending them my way. I need them dearly.
Artwork: Hinds Feet © Daniel Gerhartz
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Little Bird in Love

Oh, such a love makes me dance! It makes me pluck the flowers and heap them at His feet! I may only hop about on two small feet in my own funny, awkward form of praise—but I shall whirl and hop about with all my heart!
. . . the little birds of the world are the ones who fill the heavens with song. So keep singing little birds.
Artwork: The Engagement © Cassandra Christensen Barney
Friday, January 01, 2010
An Ocean of Tears

Perhaps it is because if I were one of tougher metal, though I would weep less, I would most certainly laugh less, also. If I were one of more stoic nature I could not throw my arms around this life with such exuberance nor love with such abandonment nor bring others to God in prayer with such heartfelt pleas of mercy. Loving deeply pains us deeply.
Would I trade the tearful nights for the frigid clime of casual indifference? . . . I think not. Let me be sensitive and feel deeply, though it cost me much, then ever find my heart a tomb.
Artwork: Eye Cry the Ocean © 2008 Cutsietootsiepie
http://cutsietootsiepie.glogster.com/Eye-cry-the-ocean/
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Pretties

What is a scientist that lacks a moral undergirding? Nothing more than a weak intellect easily swayed by Temptation and the pretties that she offers. Poor foolish scientists . . . your emperor has no clothes!
Artwork: The Laboratory by John Collier
Friday, August 14, 2009
Killed by One Man

“We honor the compassionate care he provided to so many,” said Planned Parenthood. (He ripped the arms and legs off 7 month old unborn babies who could feel the tormenting pain. I wonder if they thought he was compassionate.)
“Tiller was a brave man,” said Daniel Maquire, professor at Marquette University. (How much courage does it take to kill a baby who is only 17” long and cannot fight back?)
“I consider him a hero,” said Joan Walsh, editor of Salon.com. (A hero is one who fights to protect the weak. Tiller fought to kill the weakest among us. How is that heroic?)
“He never wavered . . . he had incredible strength,” said Susie Gilligan of the Feminist Majority Foundation. (I agree. It takes incredible strength to kill one’s conscience and continue doing what goes against the laws of nature, the laws of love, and the laws of God.)
Why is it they care that one man was killed, yet care nothing for the 60,000 babies that were killed by one man?
Artwork: unborn baby, unknown
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Tendency to Ice

And it took a fire to remove this heart’s tendency to ice; it took a searing love, far stronger than the bare flame that sputtered, nearly dead, within. I’m so glad for a loving Father who made my heart sing warm notes that do not shatter thinly on the ground like icicles. Now I can sing over others' hearts and bring a thaw. I can't wait for the flood that will come from such a melting!
Artwork: Reflections and Hoarfrost © David Wall
Monday, July 13, 2009
A Tiny Wing-ed Faith

Set it free! Ungrasp that little faith and let it take to wing. It longs to fly. You would be surprised at what even a tiny wing-ed faith could do if given half a chance. The more it flies the stronger it will get and the larger it will grow until its wings fill up the sky and pull heaven down into our midst. But it starts out very small, very tiny, hardly consequential some would think: a prayer here; a word there; a step into an unknown place.
Yes, "more than you can possibly imagine" is waiting for you . . . but first you must set free that little faith.
Artwork: The Storm © 2002 Terje Adler Mork
Sunday, July 05, 2009
A Book Like This

Yet, I do not worship this book; no, I worship Him alone who wrote it. But I’ve loved its pages, bent and soiled from its many readings. Its words are dear companions to me now. I sleep with them. I eat with them. I go about my day with them.
It is a book of living words breathed on by the Holy Spirit . . . have you ever read a book like this before?
Artwork: The Reader by Pierre Auguste Cot
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
No Longer Irish

You are going to vote for the Lisbon Treaty and finally bury your Irish hearts in the grave dug by Brussels. Dear fair folk, what are you about to do? Your fishing waters, stolen. Your dignity, pushed under. Your lands sold away to the EU masses until your Ireland is no longer Irish.
Sad-a-day for Ireland . . . I think the angels weep.
Artwork: Le Retour by Alexandre Seon
Sunday, May 24, 2009
It Is Yours

My heart is yours and gladly so! And now you take this heart to deeper places. I will go. I willingly go where you wish to take me. Less of me and more of you is not an easy place to get to. But I will go . . . it is the place where life is found.
Artwork: Invocation by Arild Rosenkrantz
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Set Upon a Hill

One against a thousand, we stand before that multitude of tribes and tongues who rage against Him – as they have always raged. But we are not a light hidden under a bushel or a voice that can be silenced. We are a light set upon a hill for all to see. We are a voice crying out across the wilderness, "Prepare the way; He is returning!"
Stand, dear ones, stand. Do not fear if none stand with you – you are a forerunner after all and must get used to standing all alone. Though not alone, for He stands with you.
Image: Snow Angel © James Christensen
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Keep Me Watching

Father, keep me watching. Keep that elixir of complacency far from my lips that I might remain alert and sober in these days. Someone must be a watchman on the walls; someone must cry the warning in the night. Let my voice join all the other watchers that you have.
Father, keep me watching!
Artwork: The Sleepers and the One Who Watcheth by Simeon Solomon
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Fear of Messes

Those who are young in the gifts need encouragement to grow and not be afraid of mistakes. Holy Spirit whispers, “Go on . . . speak it out! . . . you can do it!” Is that my own thoughts? Is that Jesus? Can I be certain? So many questions. So much fear piled on their hearts from others who demand perfection.
The fear of man and the fear of messes is a plague to the church. Milk and messes all belong to babes . . . and it's okay.
Image: The Painter © 2008 Nancy Guzik
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Such a Thing as Chains

We were not created for such a thing as chains. We were created in the image of a perfect God – but then sin came in and from that moment on we were born with chains. We do the very things that we dislike, and cannot seem to stop.
God! God glorious! God mighty! We are tired of these chains and long to break them! Come into our hearts and shine Christ’s light ‘til all darkness is dispersed and our bonds are broke asunder.
Artwork: The Martyr of the Solway by John Millais
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
House of Cards

Poof! . . . It’s gone.
There is a different way to build, you know. There is a way to build a house to make it stand against the strongest wind, the fiercest storm. I know of a rock which you can build your house upon. Not a pretty, fragile house of cards, but a solid, safe, enduring kind of house; the kind of house that children grow healthy in; the kind of house that keeps you through to old age; the kind of house that others long to be in. If you ever wish to know, I’ll show you the rock.
Artwork: Alice and the Pack of Cards by Arthur Rackham
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Nor Fight Long Nights in Prayer

A woman, very ill and crippled, was sitting in a wheelchair. A great compassion for her filled my heart. I saw her as a dear child. I approached her, took her face into my hands, and said, “Precious woman, you are healed.” Then I embraced her and she was instantly healed.
Here is what the dream meant. A time is coming when God will release healing through compassion in such a magnitude that we will not need to pray for hours over someone nor fight long nights in prayer to send sickness fleeing. Jesus will heal through a love-soaked people and it will be simple: no long prayers, no systematic procession of words, no digging into their pasts to find out what happened. We shall weep and they shall be healed; we shall embrace them and they shall be healed; we shall touch them and they shall be healed. If faith can heal, and Jesus said love is greater than faith, then just think what love will do!
Artwork: The Crisis by Sir Frank Dicksee
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Ten Thousand Crowns

Yes, the battle’s won. Yes, we have received our crowns of righteousness and life and glory. We have heroes of the faith who battled hard to have them. But there He stands and we are suddenly undone. Suddenly the accolades mean nothing. Suddenly we lift the crowns from off our heads and one by one they are thrown like victory laurels at His burnished feet. “Glory! Glory to the Lamb!” the cries go up and ten thousand times ten thousand crowns are cast before Him.
And everything in heaven, on the earth and under it, shall bow their knee.
Artwork: King Arthur by Butler
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I was Dark

But then I heard a comforting thing. I heard it stirring in my heart, a quiet note at first, and I lifted up my head to better hear it. You were singing over me! A song of deliverance in the night! What kind of love would trouble itself to embrace a heart that had little love to give in return; a heart that had nothing within it but a faded glory, a shadow of what it once was? . . . I was dark (in my heart), but lovely (in your eyes). Song 1:5
Artwork: Lachrymae by Lord Fredric Leighton
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Teach Them they Can Hear

The wind is changing quickly and they are ready to step out. Go on . . . let them . . . there are angels who will guard their step. Tell them to obey whatever they are told and let them go.
Artwork: Almost an Angel © David Knowles
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
A Light Shall Come

I shout again until the darkness trembles at that glorious name. I shout once more, knowing that many hear my cry behind their shuttered windows.
God is here! God walks with me in these hills! His light shall penetrate the darkest hovel in these woods and there are witches who'll be saved. A light shall come into their gloom and lead them out; no more shall shadows hold them . . . and it all started with a shout.
Artwork: These Woods are Cursed © Linda Bergkvist
http://www.furiae.com/
Friday, January 16, 2009
Whooshed Away

I am not afraid. In fact, laughter wants to tumble out of me at times as I realize I have absolutely nothing to hold onto. And there’s the fun of it! – head over heels I go, not knowing exactly why or exactly where I shall eventually end up. Religiousness was blown off me long ago; fear has tried to cling but keeps getting pulled away by this forceful flurry; all the dust of yesteryears has been cleanly shaken from my clothes and I am happily lighter for it.
The wind is blowing me away from home. Why? . . . I am not certain. Then where? . . . Only God knows. But I'm ready for a God adventure.
Artwork: Joy of a Fallen Leaf by Arthur Rackham
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Just an Ordinary Babe?

God’s Holy Spirit hovered over him even then as he cooed and crawled and cried when his mother set him down. This little one was destined to rule the world, but not in the way that men thought. He brought no army with him but he cast down empires by the light that emanated from him.
What a merry Christmas it is this year to remember the child swaddled up in rags who changed the world. Truly, what a merry Christ-mas!
Artwork: Already He Knew God as His Father by Frederick Goodall
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Once-orphaned One

I longed for one to hold me and now He does, so tightly that none can snatch me from his hand. I hungered for a bit of bread and was invited to a banquet with tables full of feast. I huddled in the cold till someone covered me with a love that warmed my being with an unearthly warmth. It is a love that none can comprehend excepting that once-orphaned one who finally found a home in Him.
I have a home! Those are words that all men wish to speak.
Artwork: Abandoned by Luigi Nono
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Let Everybody Watch

No, all things are moving forward just as planned by Him whom I call lovely. Darkness shall increase, but the glory of the One who died and resurrected shall shine brighter than the sun – and we who are the molecules that stand before this sun? We can each choose to bow our knee to Him or not. So let the play continue on this stage we call "the world" and let everybody watch. God shall have the last applause.
Artwork: An Audience in Athens During Agamemnon by Aeschylus
Monday, October 20, 2008
Are We Animals or Are We Humans?

Infanticide is widespread in the animal kingdom. From bears to lions, there are many who kill their little ones. If we are to think as the gay community thinks, then we should believe that killing our toddlers is an ethical and quite natural thing to do – for the animals do it, do they not?
Animals don’t care for their elderly; in fact many of them kill the old and sickly of the group. Ahh, now that is where we find ourselves alike! Humans also euthanize their old and sickly. But is this phenomenon because animals have risen to our height or because we have lowered ourselves to that of animals and decided human life is not a sacred thing?
Are we animals, or are we humans with a soul, a conscience, and an intellect? Seeing how some look toward the animal kingdom for their moral values and their identity leaves one to wonder.
Photograph: King Penguins
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Mercy On Our Babes

California has the chance to vote for truth or to reject it. What will it be? Will Prop 8 be passed? When an innocent babe looks up will she gaze upon her mother and father or will she see two broken women or two broken men who, in their rebellion and in the darkness of their understanding, have exchanged the natural relation for an unnatural one? Do we want our little ones to be subjected to such strange, dark fruit as this? God have mercy on our babes who need the gentle touch of mother and the strong protection of father both.
God created marriage to be between a man and a woman and since the dawn of man it has been so – are men truly so wise that they know better than God? I think not.
Artwork: The Family by John Dickson Batten
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Inalienable Right

Every day thousands upon thousands are violently robbed of their inalienable right to life by those who believe that it is their right to do so. And strangely enough they who do it are called the “gentler sex”.
My dictionary defines it as murder when one person takes the inalienable right to life away from another. What does your dictionary say?
Photograph: pregnant tummy, unknown
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
She Waits Beside the Water

I miss my dearest friend and wish that heaven hadn’t called her home – and it has only been three years. But there she is, smiling in a garden. And I know her garden has a waterfall for she always wanted one. She waits beside the water for the ones she loves and she waits for but a moment for time has no place in heaven. Shall I ever find another kindred friend? Perhaps not; but one day I shall walk up to a waterfall and find her again.
Artwork: Girl with Calla Lily by Albert Braut
Monday, September 01, 2008
Drops of Purest Glory

Open heaven, God, and bring that glory down that will rip into our hardened hearts and awaken us to God. It is spreading across this nation even now, drops of it falling from the sky, drops of purest glory. Open heaven, God, and let it rain. We need the soaking.
. . . . it has begun.
Artwork: Storm Over Tenaya © 2000 Stephen Lyman
Friday, August 29, 2008
Wars

Yet the darkest war of all is yet to come. God loves this nation and will intervene to help. George Washington was visited by an angel who showed him a vision of the things to come. Here is a link to George Washington's prophecy. It was published in the military's newpaper. It describes the prophecy as he described it to his comrade at the time.
Artwork: The Lightning by Alexandre Antigna
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